12:47 AM - Wednesday, May 21, 2008
Haha, had a bit of free time just now, reading through some of my past entries, choosing some specific dates.
You know why many people rather look at the past then the future? Cause you'll know what happen next in the past, but you'll never know what happens in the future. Thus many are afraid of what holds for them as time ticks by.
For me, I do admit that I'm afraid of the future. Well, a little. it comforts me more to look at in the past and smile at all those memories that I hold dear to my heart.
The first day of Cathay. Haha. Forever will remember. Being a newbie, I was so nervous. I trip over the escalator while bringing drinks upstairs.
When I began mapling, life is good. Had a few funny incidents with a couple of friends. Met a few people who open me up to a new world.
Frankly speaking I miss mapling. My life isn't about maple only of coz, but I don't really quite able to pin point what makes me not able to give that game up. Though I started new games, enjoy playing them, its just not the same I guess.
Well, it's life. We can't have everything we want in the world. Reality kinda suck.
Hehe.
I'm wondering what to eat later. =( I didn't stock up for my night shift this month. Most of my stuff gone even before my night shift begins I think. =(
Oh yea, my boyfriend just created guild in Cabal. But I don't think I'll be joining. Haha. Besides, guild people are full of my colleagues, I think I rather join a guild where I can chat with people like a whole new experience. Know new people. I don't like to be stressed, I like to play and chiong game at my own pace, do things my own way, discover things my own. Not people telling me what to do or how I should do it. I feel bad not supporting my boyfriend's guild but then, I really dun like the feeling of joining a guild when I don't want to. No point joining the guild and sulk more. Makes me and my boyfriend unhappy right. Haha.
Besides, I have other friends who play a bit of Cabal too. They can't possibly join the guild. It's a amigo guild for goodness sake, and all colleagues. If join guild le wanna talk also cannot talk normal. >.< What are games? Games are normally being played to spend time away. If I'm truely chionging, it just proves that I have so much time to spare then any other things.
Wo hen poor. Want to go 7-11 buy thing but need to withdraw money. T_T I lazy. Sobs
Talking to a few old friends of mine. Mirabelle plan on moving out soon. Somemore near my place wor. haha. Cool. Next time wanna go supper got one more kaki to jio le. Weee.
