Name's Wendy, and I have a boyfriend called Calvin. We're so different that it's amazing. Birthday's on 3rd April. Life feels very much different these days. Appreciates little things in life.

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- Own a house of my own
(life long dream)
- Grow fingernails
(and stop biting them! -.-)
- Traveling
(like once a year?)
- Collection of toys
(collection is growing!)
- LCD TV
(so that I can watch tv as and when I want)
- An Oven
(eh, I like baking one hor)
- Get NuBra!
(for quite obvious reasons)




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I just made a decision. I'm not gonna drop by Calvin's house as much as I've been doing now. I having doubts whether I made the right decision.

First of all, I just felt not right going to someone else's house to stay. I mean sure he's my boyfriend and all, but it's still not.my.house. I don't feel like myself when I'm at his house. Cause it's.not.my.house. Plus, I'm sure a lot of people has been talking behind my back about me everything going his house. Makes me feel kinda cheap. Plus, Calvin doesn't seem to understand that I need some respect somehow. I felt like a toy. Somethings that we do together aren't meant to be shared with others.

He doesn't know that he hurt me neither. What's the point of saying sorry when what's done is done? Saying sorry doesn't mean he'll change. Frankly, I'm sick of the word sorry. Doesn't really mean much. There's always a thing called a scar.

But by not going to his house, we kinda lack quality time together. I'll miss him terribly.

But he seems to be having fun with his games. I guess I should engross myself in gaming too.

At some point of time, I wish Cabal never existed.