1:51 AM - Tuesday, August 12, 2008
I'm feeling sick and feel like wanna vomit each time my head spin. It feels good to feel being fussed around with around my mum. she's like the best constantly giving me attention, wetting my forehead everytime the towel on my forehead feels warm enough. I felt feverish, but probably coz I pu zhua and I'm just gonna get better after a day's rest.
At times like these I really want to be a kid again.
I'm sick and tired of my boyfriend keep asking me to rest when I'm obviously resting on the bed. I dun understand why he keeps saying I'm tired when I'm not but I'm obviously sick.
If he ever says he dunno what to do, I believe him. He totally dunno what to do during the first stages of my illness in the office. Even Alex can see the colour in my face not very good. He touch my forehead and say, no fever leh. lol.
Maybe he'll nurse me to my death bed when we marry or something. And he wouldn't know why I died.
I want to go to bed but I need to transfer mesos when I reached home. He didn't offer help coz his house NO MAPLE. And plus, he needs to go out.
Sometimes I dunno why I still bother selling the mesos. Thought about the other bank but it seems like I'm the only one who cared la.
I suddenly thought of someone in the past where I sick he came to my house, took over the kitchen and COOK for me. Accompany me 24/7 and when I wanted water, it was the first time that wasn't my mum attending to me. Gosh.
Despite being sick and everything, my body feels like wanna go out. Go triple 8 with my brother and friends, chit chat, laugh talk.
Thanks for the chat old friend. I'll go back to bed and let my head spin a while more. Hopefully it'll stop and I'll be able to go to bed.
Nights peeps.
Just another girlfriend