Name's Wendy, and I have a boyfriend called Calvin.
We're so different that it's amazing. Birthday's on 3rd April.
Life feels very much different these days. Appreciates little things in life.
- Own a house of my own (life long dream)
- Grow fingernails (and stop biting them! -.-)
- Traveling (like once a year?)
- Collection of toys (collection is growing!)
- LCD TV (so that I can watch tv as and when I want)
- An Oven (eh, I like baking one hor)
- Get NuBra! (for quite obvious reasons)
I'm feeling emo. Must be those stupid emo songs I'm listening to now.
Anyway, thinking back, I think I should have handled it more maturely regarding the let down of our friendship. I was indeed moved by what you said everytime you tried to talk to me. But once again, I felt myself thinking whether it's all an act? I'm afraid to trust this friendship again. But it's not because I don't want to. I'm afraid that I will feel hurt again. It takes two yrs for me to bravely think back of that period of time and analysis what happen. There may not be any who is at fault, but I must admit that I really miss the fun times we had previously.
Maybe it's because I think too much. Maybe I do get hurt easily. But ultimately, I still seek for true friendship, one who know where I stand and always supportive. One who doesn't have a lot of friends and yes, I'm selfish.
It time permits.. maybe.. one day, we can be friends again.